Just a random emotional note.

When I try to talk to my mom and I'm interrupted.
When he makes a big deal about buying my mom something new.
When he buys extravagant gifts for her.
When I'm just chilling doing something and he breezes past with a question  he doesn't care the answer for.
How he is always so attentive to her.
   but yet completely ignores most everything i do

I always kind of feel a little dead inside because of it. It makes me feel worthless. And he does barely enough to change it. It upsets me that he seems to care more about MK and John, and hell, even the neighbors kid more than he seems to care about me.
I feel like I'm just the spare. He has a son. He has a daughter. I'm just... back up in case something happens to my sister (Merlin forbid!).
I'm just here to make sure the house is in some kind of... upkept state. To make sure my mom doesn't have  an "empty nest" that everyone seems so worried about.