Edited Operation Bathroom To Do List

• Clean the rug
• Clean out the small cubby like thing (What the hell IS that called? o.O)
• Clean the walls (as well as can be done)
• get rid of the spiderweb in the corner (I am dearly sorry, whoever lives there)
• Clean off the sink
• Sweep
• Mop
• Dust over the lights
• relocate the curtain/sheet

2/6/2011

I kind of feel like I'm spiraling. That's the only description I can come up with.
I feel like my emotions are going in a circle. Always a circle. I wake up in the morning, I'm happy. I'm ready to start my day. A few hours later comes around and I get bored. Really bored. I just want to get up and do something. I normally end up doing either homework, or crafts at this point. Then my parents come home, and I go to hide away. But still, somehow I end up having to go back downstairs. And my happy/bored mood is ruined. I always end up sad by the end of the day.
Each week, I think I end up crying at least three times. Today alone teared up more than three times.
I don't even have a reason to be upset today. Nothing has happened. I haven't had any interaction with him. I've only gone downstairs once. And that was just to get breakfast.
Only person I talked to was my mom. And pretty much all she told me was that my great-grandmother says I curse too much on Facebook.
Why the hell am I suddenly so sad so much now?