3/19/2011

I had a dream last night. For the first time in... awhile actually.
It was a weird one too. Like.. travel to the center of hell (which is apparently located in my old middle school?) kind of weird.
Plus I had a kid.
Which, really, isn't anything new for me to dream about.
But still.

Okay. So let me explain this.
It was implied in the beginning that I had sex with an old friend from High School. It wasn't about emotions. I just wanted to get laid apparently. So I did. I ended up getting pregnant.
I didn't want the father really involved that much, because I refused to even awknowledge him until his mother (who I swear.. that woman was the devil) stole my son away from me while I was in class (apparently I had the kid while in college (shame on me)). She took him to the Library, which was apparently the center of hell (Why was it the center? No idea. I actually love Libraries). So I had to run, using both my hands and feet, because that supposedly made me faster (also, I think the ground was moving, so I had to hold on for support as well (there was grass on the floors. Don't ask. I dunno.)). The path was long, the halls were red, and there was this weird strobe light effect. It was creepy. And it made me a bit scared to be honest.
I eventually made it to the library, after having to dodge many a people. As soon as I entered, I saw his little play pen. He was standing in it, facing the entrance, which meant he was facing me. I kind of felt like he had been waiting for me to get there. After I picked him up, and held him up to my face, he gave me to biggest cheesiest smile ever. And it was just the most adorable thing ever. This big blue eyes shining, his blonde hair glistening, his smile so damn bright.

I kind of wish he was real.. just so I could see that smile all the time. ♥ It was so cute and lovely.